Life as we know it.
I can easily say that my first 3 months of being an adult have sucked majorly. This has been (by far) the worst summer of my life. It had it’s peaks but at the end of the day. The worst as been the worst it has ever been. There has been a lot on my mind. From Family struggles to trying to move and go to school to not being able to see my boyfriend & best friends. But I’m here in columbus, finally, after all the bullshit. I just want to be content. To start school and just dance. That’s it! I just hope things begin to look up. It’s hard to start my own life when I am so worried about what’s happening at home and trying to help out the family. Not to be selfish but it’s not fair to me. I’m trying to figure out where I belong and what my place in this world is. I’m only 22 & I can’t do that if I have to be in two places at once. ya know? Although I must say I have the most amazing boyfriend ever. He has been the biggest emotional & mental support I could ask for. I really wish he was here just to hug and kiss me but since that’s not possible I will take whatever I can get. I had an awesome time in Germany. The sights were beautiful and my time with Steven was absolutely wonderful & i’m really hoping I can go back. Angie and Dale go married. WOW! can you say awesome wedding? It was sooooo beautiful and the time spent with my friends was the best. I’m really going to miss them :( … I know life will take us in all kinds of directions but i just hope we keep in touch and get to see each other. because without them I would be sooo lost. However, all this marriage talk makes me want a wedding of my own. Not just a wedding but a marriage. You know just sharing anything and everything with someone for the rest of your life. Without judgement with pure love and passion. Yeah there’s fighting and hardships but i’m willing to do that for the happiness and love that come with it. But I’m not afraid to say I found the one I want that with :)
Well that’s it for now.. Next time I write maybe I’ll be rich and famous. *fingers crossed*
About me
I love: to dance, my little sister, my family, my BEST friends, love, the rain, my sister's keeper, the pink berry, domino's pizza, mint chocolate cookie ice cream, buffy the vampire slayer, nike shoes, b-girling, cuddling, taking pictures, music, sweatpants, and my puggle.I hate: when the bottom of my pants get wet, olives, drinking warm water, dr. pepper, my body, liars, the word "retard", bugs, miley cyrus, and people who don't like to dance =]
